Role Model

Assalamualaikum u'olls..

Wah...wah, bet most of u'olls tengah berhati gumbira ini malam.. Almaklumlah, today is Friday.. And tomorrow is weekend... Hehehe..

My latest hobby nowadays is watching the Criminal Mind series that my sister downloaded quite some time ago.. For those who don't know, this series is actually about a unit in FBI called the Behavioral Analysis Unit (B.A.U). This team is responsible in profiling the criminal of particular crime.. So they sort of studying the behavior part of the criminal by reading the the criminal's mind thru the existing evidence to actually solve the crime, i.e to find the criminal...

The original team



The new team



My Favourite!! Dr Spencer Reid

I kinda addicted to this series... Found it interesting! Ala.., in fact I memang a big fan of series related to solving-crime punya citer nih.. One of my fav is tak lain tak bukan, CSI lah.. Hehehe..

Ok, so, one of the episodes of this series, there is a case in which the unsub (unknown subject = the criminal) is a family... A father, a mother and a 10 year old son.. The parents are actually train their son to be a murderer, just like them.. They even asked the son to slaughter one of the victim..

When I was watching this drama, I kept on thinking, how on earth the parents, specially a mother can do that??? Teaching ur small son to be a murderer?? Macam tak patut kan?? And it's not that these couple doesn't love their son.. They do love their son soo much till the mother sanggup turn herself in and confess for every murder just to protect her son from get caught.. Yang I tak paham tuh, if you love your son that much, why at the 1st place you train him to be something that you know will risk his entire life.. Ye la.., being caught, being shot by the police, things like that..

I know, it is just a TV show, however, I got a bit too emotional on this one.. Hahaha.. Macam tak logic dek akal.. Coz, pada I, parents by default should dream that their children to have a good life.. Better than theirs.. No matter how screwed up the parents are, but usually, parents always wanted the best for their child.. Kan?

Rasa-rasa nye.., ada ke real case like this one? Ada ke org yg soo sick sampai buat camni?

Hopefully we won't have to read any similar in the newspaper happening in Malaysia..

However, I want to share something that might be as bad as above case, but in nature, there is similarity..

The other day, I went to Giant Hypermarket wif my sis. I wanted to find a birthday present to my little nephew.. Since this lil man wanted a pistol (due to his Mama.. ;p), so we went straight to the pistol mainan section.. While we were choosing which one to take, my sis notice that in some package, the darts (kengkononnya bullets la utk pistol2 tersebut) went missing. And quite a few of them with the stolen darts.. Maknanya, ada la makhlukat yg sangat panjang tangannya telah mencuri darts daripada set pistol itu...So our focus deviated sekejap mengkaji the packages yg sebahagian items nya were stolen..

The packages were nicely and neatly torn.. If we weren't really looking, there is chances that we would never notice that something is missing inside.. And yg peliknya, the toys are meant for 3-5 years old.. I wonder, takkan children that small can tore the package as neat as this.. Kan?
There must be some adults yg tolong buatkan kerja mulia itu..

Imagine, if the parents of the children itself yg did the dirty works just to get things that their child nak? And worse, if they did it right in front of their child..?? Horror kan??

My sis and I believe, mmg parents yg buat keje tuh.. Sebab keje dia memang professional. Impossible a child with that age able to do that.. Agaknya anak dia bising nak mendalah tuh, diorang malas nak spend duit beli, curik sudahh....

Haish...... If the children saw what their parents did, they might have the idea that action is permissible.. Notin serious.. SO as they grow older, they might try something heavier.. Lama-lama, jadi perampuk yg dok kelar-kelar org tuh... Then when your child get caught, you said "Sampai hati kau menconteng arang ke muka ayah dan ibu..."

Who's the one yg ajar depa the foundation utk menconteng tuh?? That thing might not be expensive.. Ala, 2,3 ringgit je.. Tapi from 2, 3 ringgit, bleh jadi 2,3 riban tau..!

(Wahh, I membebel cam mak nenek.. Tapi, what the heck, malam ni I nak membebel... Huhuhu )

Parents should be the role model to their children.. We should portray good examples to our child.. Coz like it or not, our child 1st education is from home... They will follow what we do..

If we want our child to be good, then make sure we ourselves is good first.. Nak anak yg taat perintah Allah, kita kena taat dulu.. Solat, reciting Quran and etc.. We create basic foundation on who we want our children be when they grow up..

In conclusion, I rasa not appropriate la kalo parents showing bad behavior to ur children. We are supposed to be a good example to them.. So when we do bad things, they will eventually be bad.. Tak la kata u leh wat menda jahat kat belakang diorg lak.. Allah Maha Melihat.. Jadi, senang cite, be good... Hehehe...

K lah, that's all 'ceramah' I utk kali nih... Hehehe... Till next time.. Bye...

Note out of topic : I'm sooo worried bout how my results will be.. Haish.. Hopefully I can pass all subjects with good grades.. Amin... Huhuhu

Nur Kasih...

Assalamualaikum u'olls...

I was facebooking just now, and found the soundtrack for Nur Kasih The Movie that will be out in cinema on 19th of May... Tak sabarnya!!! Seriously, I'm a very-very big fan of this drama... And it's been loooooonnng time ago since I watched movie at cinema.. Nur Kasih The Movie will surely be the 1st after the long break...

Tak sabarnya! Tak sabarnya!

Since Enche Suami macam nak-tak-nak je to be my company to watch the movie, so I already made a backup plan! Gonna watch the movie with my MAMA, who is also a big fan of Nur Kasih!!! Yeay!!!

Hopefully the movie will not disappoint me yg telah lama menanti nih! Hehehe...

Check out the soundtrack.. Lagu nih pon sedap juge... ;p

Credit to Tenangpb who share this in YouTube

Message to Enche Suami :
Tak nak teman I sudah.. I ajak mama je pi teman I.. But if you suddenly change your mind, I don't mind watching for the 2nd time dengan U plak!! Hehehe...

Katakan TIDAK...

Assalamualaikum...

Hello u'olls... Just got back from Educare.. Visiting my baby yg getting manja day by day.. Hadoi.. Tapi she learns a lot lately.. Always make us laughing eventhough tngah geram coz dia tak mau tido malam2.. Hehe..

Before I proceed with the topic, I would like to take this opportunity to congratulate my dear friends.., IZZAH@ Cik Jah and Farid for their second baby... Cute baby boy, was born yesterday, at 530pm at Kampung Baru Medical Center (KBMC)... Congrates Cik Jah and Farid, tak lupa juge utk Kakak Farihah! Mesti si bijak tuh excited ada adik.. Hehehe... To baby boy (err..,tak tau nama the baby yet..), welcome to this world dear.. Semoga jadi anak soleh.. Amin...

Ok, back to the main topic.. Katakan TIDAK... To whom? To what? Jeng jeng jeng.. Bajet suspen la tuh.. Hehehe.. Katakan TIDAK kepada HANDPHONE BARU... Hahaha..

Actually, I planned on writing bout our family trip to Penang... But since something happen to one of my important stuff, I change the plan to tell bout that 1st.. Hihihi..

Apa yg penting sangat tuh? Oh, semestinya handset ku yg terchenta.. Believe it or not, I'm one of those yg very-very dependent on this gadget bernama handset. Woke up at 3am, sanggup tuh meraba2 dalam gelap carik handset.. Just wanna check what time it is.. Then, if I forgot to set the handset's alarm, alamatnya, both of us overslept la sampai terang.. Lagi satu, if I were to go out, one thing that definitely will be brought along, mesti handset.. Kalo tak ada, tak dak mood nak jalan.. Melampau kan?? ;p

Ye lah.. ye lah... I admit, I trok... Huhuhu...

Nak dijadikan story, it's so happen that my dearest handset started to act cranky (what a word... phone leh ka nak act cranky?? Hantam sajalah labu...) since last Saturday. Suddenly it became mute/deaf.. I couldn't hear a thing whenever I received call or even made a call.. Kena bukak loudspeaker baru lah dengar org di sana pny suara.. Apa ke hei nye.. Takkan everytime I need to on my loudspeaker to talk.. Troublesome la gak kan..

I suspected that it was the speaker that already spoiled. Sebab tuh dia jadik pekak... So, this morning, I decided to take my precious tuh to 'clinic'... After sending Fatin to Educare, I headed to Plaza Idaman, near by Ong Tai Kim tuh..

First store I stopped by said the problem is the 'ribbon' of the phone was already spoiled.. And to replace the ribbon cost me RM 160 for original and RM 100 for non-ori.. I was like, WHAT??? Bapak mahal.... Remembering husband advice that if the cost more than RM 100, don't take it..

Being a mithali wife (hehehehe ;p), I moved to other store.. Not long after I stopped at one store, there was also another chinese guy stopped by at the same store. It seems he wanted to change the RM 50 note. Ignoring him, I asked bout the price for the ribbon, and surprisingly the price a lot more cheaper than the 1st store.. Original RM 90 only, non-ori, 20bugs cheaper, RM 70... Satisfied with the price, I asked how long he needs to get it replaced.. He said, "petang sikit lorr..."... Alamak... I tepuk dahi.. Lamanya..

While I stood there thinking, should I leave my phone here, I looked at the other guy next to me. He was like signaling something to me.. Shaking his head, and signaled to the right.. Mula-mula I confuse, pemenda mamat ni cube buat.., but after some time, I got it.. He was trying to ask me to go to his store instead..

No harm trying kan? Kot-kot cheaper and faster ke.. So I left the store.. Buat2 jalan to the direction that he signaled.. Not long after that, he came after me and showed me the store. He said, "saya boleh offer kakak RM 75 saje for original ribbon maa... 90 mahal tau.. And setengah jam saja boleh siap.. Tak payah tunggu sampai pitang..."

Thank God!! I apa lagi, terus duduk depan kedai dia tu.. Hehe.. So he fixed my phone in half an hour, as he promised.. And he also get my phone cleaned, since the phone "sudah masuk ayer..". So it needs to be dried up and cleaned up.. Haish..., nih tak lain tak bukan keje Fatin Amani la nih, menggigit tepon Mama... Abis ayaq liyoq sume masuk.. Sebbaik dude tuh tak tau tuh saliva sebenarnya.. Wakakaka..

So, Alhamdulillah, now my precious is back in action.. Good like new... Hehehe... So I can proudly say, "Katakan TIDAK kepada handphone baru...". hehehe.. Bukan kedekut, jimat... Banyak menda nak kena pakai duit soon.. Jadi kena jimat cermat..

Lagipon, I sayang my phone nih.. This is a gift from my husband when I was pregnant.. And jangan terkejut if I said, this is the only thing that I mengidam gila-gila while pregnant.. Hahaha... Cam pelik kan, tapi masa tuh teringin sangat nak handset baru.. And particularly this model.. I think hubby kesian tgok I dok membelek gambar handset nih kat internet hari-hari siang & malam, dia belikan jugak.. Hahaha.....

Ok...citer dah abis... But...but..., just wanna share something with u'olls bout the 'ribbon' yg I dok mentioned tuh.. U'olls leh imagine tak ribbon tuh cane?? Ha.. meh nih nak share.. It looks like below pic..

The "ribbon" yang telah terkorban... Huhuhu

For u'olls info, this ribbon is actually plays a very important role in our phone.. It actually contains a lot of electric circuits that make our phone function. If in industry, this ribbon is called 'flex film'.. It is actually plays exactly the same role as PCB (printed circuit board). The only difference is it is thin in shape enabling a slim and thin phone (or other gadget) design...

Cane I leh tau? Oh..sebab nih la one of my main projects when I was an engineer at Flextronics dulu.. I was responsible to develop test methods to test these tiny things before it can be assembled to the phone.. I would say, I valued the experience and knowledge that I gained while doing this project.. Sangat sangat best...

Rupa-rupanya, this tiny little thing, yang I dok buat main dulu, costly jugak leh tahan! Huhuhu.. Tau dulu I rembat banyak2 masa company was closing down.. hehehe..

K lah, that's all for now.. Good day u'olls.. Till next time.. Bye.. Wassalam

Saje tempek gambar tepon cokia kesayangan I... hihihi

Note out of topic : Tengah pening on finding the most suitable contraceptive method.. It seems the one that I used to use is no longer full proof.. Huhuhu... Implant or injection looks ok.., tapi, are these methods makes you gain weight? (Ceh, ada hati nak kisah pasal berat lagi tuh... Wakakaka...)

Hello Fishy....

Assalamualaikum u'olls...

As promised in last entry, I wanna update some stories sepanjang I mendiamkan diri.. Cewahh.. Bajet ramai no la yg nak tau my update.. Haha.. Takpe..,sometimes perasan itu perlu.. Wakaka..

Ok, for this entry, I wanna share the experience bringing my lil girl to Aquaria, KL... It was on 13th Apr, last 2 weeks, right after I merdeka from all
works, exams and sebagainya.. Since I felt so tired and stress in my journey to complete my tasks as a student (tah la nape sem nih cam penat gile belaja... Hehe), so I decided to celebrate the kemerdekaan.. Since hubby was not available to accompany, then I decided to bring Fatin to celebrate with me..

At first, it was supposed to be a girls day out... Fatin & Me.. But when her Atok heard that I gonna brought her dearest cucu to Aquaria, he decided to come along.. I tak kisah la.. The more the merrier..

We departed from home at noon, planned to have lunch with my mom at KLCC.. Oh, haven't I told u'olls that my mom working @ KLCC, before? So we calling-calling, planning on the meeting, and we met there for lunch. But I noticed, Mama was holding her handbag and also a bag contains all of her working stuff..

Me : Why are bringing all these stuff for lunch?
Mama : Coz I'm not planning to go back to the office.. I'm coming with my grandchild to Aquaria..

Haha... Of cos la kan.. Nenek mesti jealous, Atok je dapat jalan-jalan ngan cucu dia.. Atok lagi suke, girlpren join skali.. Hihihi..

Fatin? Tak de perasaan since she was already so excited for not being sent to school and moreover dapat jalan2 to new place.. hehe..

After lunch, we went for Zuhr prayer and went straight to Aquaria.. Oh ya, before I proceed, do u guys know that there is CCTV in KLCC's surau? The mak guard told me.. I was breastfeeding Fatin in surau while waiting for my Mama amik wudhu'.. Suddenly there was one Mak Guard approached me and warned me that breastfeeding is not allowed in surau.. Kena pi breastfeed kat Baby Room.. Dia kata, dalam surau ni ada CCTV, sebab tuh tak leh breastfeed situ... At that time, I just OK...Ok je la..

Tp I terpikir, kalo ada CCTV dalam ni, maknanya, people are watching la the ladies in this room? Kalo tak pakai tudung nak pi amik wudhu' pon ada org tengok gak la??? Hmmmmm.... bahaya...

Ok..back to the main story..we entered Aquaria at 230pm camtuh.. Not long after that, there was announcement that there will be a feeding session for the fishes (and other creatures) in the main tank at 3pm... I've been there twice but not once had the chance to see the feeding session.. So excited gak la.. Hehe..


Before that we had a short stop to view some creatures
outside the main tank.. Fatin was excited looking at the creatures.. She enjoyed it and made that "eii....", "ahh..." sound, except for the python.. She seems to...hmm, afraid of that python.. When the creature moved, she hold back and hold me tight... Rili tight, sampai senget kot tudung mama.. Haish...Hehe...

Then we went to see the feeding session... Fatin was excited at first, seeing the fishes swam here and there.. And there's a lot... Ada turtles.. Ada pari.. And the sharks too... Ei.., seram... I wonder how much courage do the divers need to actually be there in the tank with a lot of creatures and feed them some more.. Huhuhuhu.. I lak yg debar-debar masa tengok tuh..
To be honest, I do have this phobia to the creatures underneath the sea.. I can swim, but when I can't swim at the sea, sbb terbayang2 ada menda kat bawah nak makan I.. Hahaha... Tah pape..

Half way, Fatin started to feel boring already.. She started to merengek to be taken.. So, tak tunggu sampai btol2 abis, we moved entering the tank.. Tengok la ikan-ikan kat dalam tuh... Fatin excited balik... Hehe..

Pastu pi tgok tank ikan-ikan in amazon river plak.. Macam scary...

Hmm.., we managed to tour one round of the Aquaria before went out.. Maybe it was my 3rd time, so ase biasa-biasa je.. observing my baby's respond and expression towards the creatures lebih menarek.. Hehehe.. However, I found it very interesting when I went there for the 1st time though... :)

Actually Aquaria KL tak la besar mana.. But they said, they have the largest species in it as compared to the other Aquarium in Malaysia.. Singapore's aquaria was much interesting I think.. It was years back when I went there.. Maybe now lebih canggih and more exciting.. Takpe, InsyaAllah, ada rezeki leh bawak Fatin jalan-jalan Singapore lak.. Tapi tunggu Fatin besar sket, sebab nak bawak pi Universal Studio Singapore.. I went to Universal Studio at Japan once, BESSTTTTT SANGATT!!!.... So tak tau la whether Singapore's one is as exciting as Japan's...
Haish.., nih dah out of topic nih.. I put up some pics at Aquaria.. But plz excuse the quality of the pics ya.. Akibat terlalu serabut dengan exam and assignments and projects, I dah jadi Mamun... Lupa bawak camera!! Huhuhu.. Terpaksa snap pakai tepon cokia ni je.. Hihihi.. Mahap la ye..

So, enjoy.. Till next time. Bye...

Wassalam...

Assalamualaikum....

Assalamualaikum.....

Alamak aih... Lama betol tak update ini blog...

Lek...lek... Farahiyah Jasni is still alive.. Blog dia je yg dah nyawa2 ikan.. Wakaka... Lagi dah cuti,lagi malas update blog...

Actually, there's a lottt to tell, but I just didn't feel rajin enuf to write.. Hahaha..

Anyway, take this entry like a teaser la ek... Next entry I would like to tell about our family vacay tp Penang, Fatin's trip to Aquaria... Hmm..., maybe bout my dream house too.. Jeng jeng jeng...

Ok, semoga I rajin utk update on those stories next time k...

Babai... Wassalam....

Broken-Hearted Girl

Assalamualaikum......

Layan ini lyrics...

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You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love enough to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

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Broken heart?? Jeng,jeng,jeng.. Sapa pula yg broken heart tuh? I lah, sapa lagi.. Broken heart dengan exam Image Processing tadi.. Terasa menjawab macam ampeh beras.. Cess..

Haha.. Cool...cool... I tak dak broken heart ngan enche suami pon.. Saje wat gempak macam putus cinta kan.. Haish..kiterang steady, InsyaAllah.. Moga-moga Allah panjangkan jodoh hingga ke Jannah.. Amin..

Actually I'm doing my Research proposal, while listening to some playlist yg tah bile I saved.. Tetibe ada lagu nih.. 'Broken-hearted girl' by Beyonce.. Then suddenly feel like nak tempek kat blog..

Personally I like this song.. The melody and also the lyrics.
*Although it sounds like typical girl-in-cinta-itu-buta mode, but, I loike gak.. Wakaka..*

I think it's sweet for that girl to be able to love the guy that much.. She tolerates and considers very much in their relationship...

Haha.. Tapi, harap maklum kawan2 di luar sana, kalau anda adalah mangsa dera sang suami, kena hentam sampai bengkak kepala macam flowerhorn tuh, sila tak payah nak jadi sweet macam this girl dalam ini lagu ha... laporkan kepada Tele-Dera segera..

Ok, I think I dah start merapu... Dah la.. Nak wat keje sebelum berangkat pulang...

Wassalam...