Alang-alang....

Assalamualaikum,

Tajuknya alang-alang, sebab memang alang-alang I dah logged in, and dah keluarkan post sebijik, so I nak update lah apa yang terjadi dalam hidup recently... *macam ada je orang nak amik tahu Yah oi..Hahaha...*

• Thesis & Master's degree - Alhamdulillah, syukur atas rahmatNya dan belas kasihanNya, thesis has been successfully submitted pada awal January hari tuh... So next up is waiting for VIVA (is the oral examination related to the research work described in the thesis). Not sure sempat ke tak viva before deliver. hope sempat lah... Perasaan bila dah submit? Syukur sesangat macam mimpi menjadi nyata... Because, ada satu masa yg I rasa I memang tak mampu nak go on and I rili felt like quitting already.. Alhamdulillah, Allah pinjamkan strength to go on, husband n family yg support tak putus-putus, and of course kwn2 seperjuangan yg dalam tak sedar bnyk bagi dorongan for me to keep going n habiskan sampai ke garisan penamat . Thanks a lot jugak for those yg sudi pray for me masa struggle siapkan thesis hari tuh... *wahh, dah mcm ucapan menang award plak nehh..* Tlg doakan my success in viva plak eh... Hehehe.. :)

 

• 2nd pregnancy -  as i'm typing now, I'm 35 weeks pregnant! 5 weeks to go, InsyaAllah.. Physical wise, urs truly memang dah tersangat 'renek' dan 'rendang' *the terms were inspired by my girlfriend, Dyana, ketika suatu hari nampak I dari jauh, sedang berjalan terkedek-kedek menuju ke cafe.. Haha.. * Paham-paham sendiri lah apa maksudnya. Kaki dah start bengkak, but not as bad as my first pregnancy. Baby pulak, alhamdulillah, so far, healthy and well in Mama's womb.. Gender? Jeng, jeng, jeng.. InsyaAllah, kalau diizinkan Allah, I'll be having a boy this time around. Menurut scan begitu lah.. The first time we've got to see the gender, hubby smiled from ear to ear... Hehehe.. Suka member, dapat hero this time, InsyaAllah. So, I said to him, dah dapat sepasang *InsyaAllah..*, I boleh tutup kilang dah la.. Cukup lah, sorang girl, sorang boy.. Haha.. And his answer was simple, 'mana cukup!'.. Cet.. Ingat senang ke nak mengandung + beranak... Hehehe... The expected due date is on 30th march, insyaAllah.. So, frenz, again, I mintak doa kalian utk kelancaran dan keselamatan kami anak beranak, Amin.. 

K lah.. tuh je kot nak update... Haha.. Journal tak siap lagi nih, ada hati lak buat blog post.. ooppsss..

Ok u'ols.. Thanks for reading! Tata titi tutu......

Eh jap, currently selalu dengar lagu ni kat radio.. Sahabat, by Najwa Latif + SyamKamarul + Sleeq. I rasa lagu nih macam relaxing, tapi sweet... So, nak embed lah kat sini.. Hihihi.. For u'ols.. 

*specially dedicated to my dearest SAHABAT, yg share katil dengan I, Enche Mohd Rozaidi.. We started as sahabat, and insyaAllah will always be sahabat sampai tutup mata.. ;p. Lagi satu,caption ini berwarna pink menandakan dalam hati ada taman.. Hahahaha.... *

 

Bye.. Wassalam...

Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Happy 3rd Birthday Fatin Amani!!

Assalamualaikum u'ols...

Ada lagi ke makhluk menjenguk blog yang diabaikan ni? Luckily, there is no organization yang nak membela nasib blog-blog yang teraniaya sebab diabaikan oleh empunya blog. Otherwise, guess, my blog will be one of the front line activist.. Hihihi... *okeh..mengarut...*

Today is 26th of Feb 2013, Alhamdulillah, genap lah umur anak dara ku 3 tahun! Alhamdulillah... Syukur kepada Allah, for the blessed 3 years, meminjamkan *dan mengAMANAHkan* kami dengan anak cilik yg sangat comel dan charming dan sweet *kalau bukan mak nya yg puji lebih-lebih, siapa lagi kann.... ahaks...*, Fatin Amani binti Mohd Rozaidi...

Happy birthday, sayang! May you'll always be blessed with a good life, InsyaAllah. 

Jangan lupa, hidup kita ni akan sentiasa jadi HAMBA kepada yang Maha Kuasa, ALLAH... 

Jangan lupa, jadikan Rasulullah sebagai idola sepanjang hidup. 

Jangan lupa, Al-Quran buku panduan kita sepanjang hidup.. 

Finally, jangan lupa, Mama & Ayah will always love you, no matter how old are you, how grown up u've become... We will always be there for you.. In every new step, new challenge in life, InsyaAllah.. Our prayers will always be with you... Coz for us, u are always our little baby girl... 

Love you so much, Fatin Amani...   

 

p/s - Mama sorry sebab mama lupa nak nyanyi lagu happy birthday pagi tadi before hantar Atin pi school.. Huhuhu.. Mama mu dah tua, banyak menda dah lupa.. Hihihi..

 

Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Di ketika ini...

Di ketika ini...
Hati terasa gundah....
Bimbang memikirkan hari esok
Cubaan dan dugaan yg bakal ditempuh...
Padah kesilapan dan khilaf diri di masa lalu..
Hanya Dia yg Maha Mengetahui..
Yang Maha memahami..
Jadi di ketika ini,hanya kalimah ini yg mampu aku ucapkan...
"iyya kana'budu wa iyya kanasta'in"
Berulang kali...
Dgn harapan menggunung
Dia mendengar keluhan Hati hamba hina ini...
Permudahkan segalanya wahai Dia yg maha berkuasa
Ringankan bebanku....
Tiupkan kekuatan,utk aku teruskan hingga ke penghujungnya...
Amin,ya rabbal alamin...

To my dear Bro & Sis in Gaza...

Assalamualaikum u'ols...

Guess everybody is aware of what happening in Gaza all these while. It's been going on for quite some time already, yes, but recently, the latest attack really breaks our heart...dekat FB, and twitter, ramai yg update pasal tragedi Gaza.. And ramai gak yg upload gambar-gambar mangsa Gaza.

Honestly,I memang tak sanggup nak tengok gambar2 mangsa di Gaza,especially the kids n babies, and baca cerita2 sadis yg berlaku di tanah Gaza.Not that I don't care, I just can't bear watching and reading, yet I'm still here doing nothing..I'm still in one piece, not a scratch,sitting here in front my laptop peacefully,typing this post, and them, our bro & sis, our children are frightened to death, and some are even in pain losing their hands, legs and the other parts of the body...Allah hu akbar....Make me feel more helpless and useless..I just can't bear watching... It breaks my heart..... Too vulnerable? Maybe..

To my bro & sis in Gaza...,

I'm sorry ur sister here can't do much for you..this is the least thing that I can do, I pray for your safety and health.May Allah equip u'ols with strength and guts to go on.may ur pain and death is blessed with Jihad by Allah s.w.t.

I rili hope that we can meet later in Jannah (where ur place is secured coz u r among the mujahid fi sabilillah,and mine is still undetermined) coz I wud love to hear ur stories bout how courageous n brave you were, fighting those disgusting and coward monsters.. Amin...

Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Teringin......

Assalamualaikum u'ols...

Kesangapan telah melanda...jadi decided to write something here...boleh?hehehe

Well,just nak share that these few days,i feel like watching the latest malay movie, Istanbul Aku Datang,cast by lisa surihani,beto and tomok. hahaha... macam tah pape kan?patutnya tak ada masa nak pikir menda-mnda lagha ni...TAPI NAK BUAT CAMANA,teringin..hehehe...*alasan je sume tu,yg sbnrnya napsu je!!

Tapi mmg tak boleh pon nak pi tengok for 2 reasons.
1)tak ada date nak ajak teman...enche suami is super bz lately.n even if he's not,i don't think he will agree to accompany me watching malay movie.huhuhu.discrimination kan?

2) me myself pon tak ada masa terluang for movie..wic automatically ovrwrites reason 1..hahaha.i hv a thesis to be completed,remember?haiya.......bila la thesis nak siap nihh..adoinyeponnnn.. Come on farah! A lil bit more.... Ganbatte nehh! *Oopps,sorry people,this lady here is desperately in need of some motivation words for herself..huhu...*

K lah u'ols...till next time..ingat daku dalam doamu ehh?hihi...

Wassalam.....