Shawl Fever!

Assalamualaikum...

Sejak azalinya,aku memang bukan 'shawl-friendly' punya orang! Tipu, kalau aku tak ada keinginan nak lilit-lilit macam orang buat tu..  Macam comel je tengok orang pakai. Kemas je.. Tapi tah mano silap eh, den pon tak tau..,asal den lilit, jadi cam mumia lak den ase.. *just to indicate the look is scary, instead of cute..Hihihi..*

Lepas tu, aku tengok orang lilit, elok je cover depan belakang *anything that should be covered by hijab lah..*. Bila aku lilit, sini pendek, sana tak cover..  Then Enche Jdai will give that stern look, dengan maksud tersirat 'GO BACK TO THE ROOM AND CHANGE!'.. Huhuhu...

I had once tried using pashmina instead. Kan pashmina lebar dan panjang.. Hasilnya,mmg cover, tapi serabainya la.. Ya rabbi.. Aku sendiri tak sanggup nak tengok.. Kenapa Wardina Saffiyah tu pakai comel je aku tengok?! Haiyo.. I very the confuse you know!

Tak masuk lagi bab 'total time taken to lilit the shawl'.. This thing about shawl memang paling Enche Jdai menyampah la..Everytime I stood in front of the mirror, with the shawl on my head, enche suami gave me that 'tak-payah-la-B,pleaseeeeeee' look...

Guess he hated it because, I will spend more than 30 min trying to get my shawl done, then lari-lari siapkan barang-barang anak or watso eva, then spend another 5-10 min in front of the mirror again, to touch up.. Hahaha.. Berbulu je member tunggu bini dia ni.. Oh jgn dilupakan, touch up lagi di dalam kereta.. Kalau hasil memuaskan hati, tak apa jugak, ini scary je jugak rupanya..Muahahahaha..

Because of that, I prefer to wear instant hijab *a.k.a tudung sarung* or kalau rajin sikit, pakai traditional tudung bawal.. Aku pasrah je la..,mungkin bukan takdir ku utk pakai shawl.. *wahh,dramatis gitu...*

BUT, recently, miracles just happened. Farahiyah Jasni dah pandai pakai shawl yawww.... *Haa....inilah contoh tepat untuk menerangkan maksud 'masuk bakul, angkat sendiri'!*.. Hahaha... Raya kali ni, semuanya baju pakai dengan shawl.. Setakat ni, tak dengar lagi enche abang complain.. *mungkin dia complain dalam hati, but, that doesn't count,sebab tak dilafazkan! Ahaks...* 

It starts when I bought a half-moon shawl from this quite-young lady... She convinced me, that a half-moon shawl is a lot more easier to put on for shawl-wearing-dummy like me.  So I tried..

Butterflies Half Moon Shawl..

Masa ni still tak confident wearing shawl without the aid of inner.. So I used inner with cap inside..But I noticed,the material is so comfortable and senang digayakan.. So I bought plain shawl for Eid..

3 of us.. Faris dalm buai, dah tidur di pagi raya.. (T_T).
Plain shawl ni gabungan long shawl and half moon. Long shawl,but curvy dekat hujung..

After a few trials, dah rasa confident sikit, I tried wearing shawl without inner.. Suprise, suprise, shawl tak jatuh melepek dekat muka ku yang bulat ini.. Boleh muncung di bahagian atas! Saya suka! Saya suka!

Farah, Fatin & Faris... Halfmoon shawl, without inner.. ;p

Half moon again.. Material lembut, tapi transparent sikit,so pakai dengan ninja inner..

Plain shawl, mustard.. Labuh menutup dada, cik abang pun tak bising.. Hahaha..

 

My favorite! Suka sangat combination color and the design..Dan labuh juga...

Shawl yg sama pakai waktu raya,tapi this time tak pakai inner! *Lengan nampak,sebab lengan baju tersinsing. Terpaksa tambah bulatan putih tu utk cover..Hihihihi..*

*Important note: I am sorry if the pictures above, of me wearing shawl, somehow giving you a sore eyes.. Hahahaha.. Mungkin aku perasan yg aku dah pandai pakai shawl. Pada mata aku, dah pandai sangat la tu pakai tu konon.. Kalau pada mata korang, serabai jugak, maafkan daku... Aku tak berniat nak sakitkan mata korang... Muahahaahhaa...*

All of the shawls above, I bought it from this quite-young lady tu lah! Actually,this quite-young lady ni is my cousin sister.. Hehehe.. So tujuan this post sedikit sebanyak nak mempromosikan her online shawl shop, 'oneairin' lah.. Tapi, tak tipu, utk shawl-wearing-dummy macam I ni, memang material dia helpful! Sedikit sebanyak menambah keyakinan diri utk memakai shawl.. Hahaha.. Kalau tak,camano urs truly yg mmg sengal pakai shawl berzaman-zaman ni tetiba boleh pulak pakai shawl kan.. Hahaha..

So kalau ada yg interested nak cuba-cuba dulu, check this quite-young lady punya instagram, "oneairin", or FB page, "oneairin".. Ada banyak color and design yg menarik.. Harga pun berpatutan.. Hehehe...

K lah.. That's all for today... Eh btw, today is Faris' 1st day at Educare.. Nanti I buat post camana keadaan dia on his 1st day, InsyaAllah.... Hihihi..

Wassalam, Bye..

*As always, kita doakan saudara-saudara kita yang sedang berjuang menegakkan panji Islam di seluruh dunia, ok.. Amin, amin, Ya Rabbal Alamin....*

Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Kalau Aku Tiba-tiba Jadi Kaya...

Assalamualaikum...

Sangap!! 4 chapters done, 2 more to go.. Orang lain buat correction kejap je, entah mengapa puan Farahiyah Jasni ni lama betul nak siapnya..! Banyak main, itu lah jadinya.. Huhuhuhu..

Korang pernah terfikir kalau tetiba korang dapat duit sedebuk depan mata, nak buat apa?

Kalau aku tetibe jadi kaya kan, aku nak beli ni...

1. 

Halford : Zuzz 4 Baby stroller

Sebab aku kesian dengan Faris, si baby debab aku tu naik stroller Fatin yg dah agak uzur. Pulak tu member berbadan semangat jitu, oleh itu, kadang-kadang roda pun dah mengeluarkan bunyi keruek-kruek tanda betapa seksanya dia nak tanggung weight anak aku tu..Hahaha... Inilah nasib 2nd child, selalu dapat barang terpakai....
Aku pilih Halford Zuzz 4 sebab aku rasa harga reasonable as compared to Quinny Zapp and design lebih stylish *sket la* daripada Maclaren.. Mengikut pandangan mata saya yg agak katak di bawah tempurung bab-bab brand ni ye... Hihihihi

2.

Sony Xperia SP smart phone

 

Smart kan? Smart kan? Aku dengan enche suami berangan nak beli phone ni suatu hari bila kiterang dapat rezeki melimpah ruah dari langit.. Hahaha.. Abang warna hitam, B warna putih.. Sehati sejiwa gitu.. *gediks tahap max.. Nyampah! Hahaha*

Sebab pilih yg ni, sebab enche suami kata phone ni spec dia best.. Boleh? Tak ada pendirian diri sungguh mu ni Farahiyah! And I just need a slightly more sophisticated phone than the one that I own now.. That's all.. Phone sekarang, Alhamdulillah, masih works well, at least boleh la acts as a smart phone (secara basic..). Tapi bila join whatsapp group yg ramai members and banyak conversation, dia pun mula lah nak hang.. Tak kasik can langsung! 

Plus, phone skang tak dak instagram!! Dan aku rasa sungguh ketinggalan zaman sebab tak ada Instagram.. Mama aku pun ada account Instagram! Tapi, entah kenapa rasa ketinggalan pun tak tau.. Bukannya ada siaran berita dunia ke hape kat Instagram tu... Hihihihi...

3.

Avent 2-in-1 steamer and blender

Ini adalah steamer dan blender dalam satu device. Canggih bukan? Mendalah ini adalah untuk memudahkan proses membuat makanan bayi.. Mula-mula kita steam the raw material, such as carrot, apple or whatsoever, then kita terus blend.. Best kan?

Memandangkan Faris dah hampir 6 bulan dan memang dah ready sangat for solid, since dia selalu tenung makanan yg kami makan macam nak telan je dengan sudu-sudu sekali, siap dengan efek air liur meleleh, jadi, si mama ni dah fikir-fikir penyediaan suitable solid food for him. Tetiba terjumpa device ni.. Wallaweii.., kagum seyy.. Senang je.. Terbalik-balikkan je...

Tetapi melihatkan harganya, iaitu 300++, si mama terus merasakan macam not worth it je.. Sebab nak pakai steamer bukan lama sangat. Nanti dah start porridge, tak ada nak steam pun. Lagipun steamer yg ada jadi hiasan dalam kitchen cabinet tu nak buat apa?? Jadi adalah lebih save kalau mama beli new blender je, khas for Faris' food..Lebih jimat.. Tapi ini kisah kalau aku miskin macam sekarang, kalau aku kaya, setakat tiga ratus macam duit jajan je, memang aku angkat mendalah ni.. Confirm! Hehehe...

4.

Korang tau ni apa? Ini adalah rak kasut! Ha...apa ke jadahnya papa kedana sangat urs truly korang ni sampai rak kasut pun kena tunggu rezeki dari langit?? Hahahahaha.. Sekarang kami tak ada rak kasut proper.. Dan kami berangan nak beli rak kasut yg bertutup, so that our house will look neat and tidy from outside.. Sekarang letak kasut dalam open rack, and agak kecil utk capacity kasut kami 4 beranak *macamlah si baby tu pakai kasut beriya..ahaks..*, jadi, macam serabut sket lah.. Walaubagaimanapun, memandangkan aku tengah cerita kalau aku kaya, jadi aku nak angkat rak kasut canggih macam gambar ni.. Boleh pusing-pusing-pusing, tarik-tarik.. Bahagian yg kanan tu leh simpan payung ke, helmet ke, jacket enche suami ke.. Nice kan?


Sebenarnya banyak benda lagi nak beli kalau kaya..

Tengok tu, ada ke ingat nak bagi sedekah juta-juta kat anak yatim ke, tabung palestine ke, syria ke, egypt ke.. Kann??

Sebab tu agaknya Tuhan bagi aku rezeki cukup-cukup untuk kami anak beranak.. Alhamdulillah.. Kalau tidak, tah hape-hape yang dibelinya..

K lah.. good day u'ols... :)

Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Pillow Talk

Assalamualaikum,

Ooppss, title hari ni macam panas-panas gitu.. Don't worry, the content is safe to be read by semua peringkat..

Since we have Faris in our life, I somehow feel there's distance between me and Enche Suami. Bukanlah distance literally, I mean, macam jarang nak sembang about you and me, about us.. *wahh..,gitu..*. 

Ye lah, now that we've got more responsibility, I'm busy with my work, so does he. And we have 2 children to take care of, a house to be managed and macam-macam lagi.. So there's not much time to talk about each other. Most of the conversation, is about Fatin & Faris, about financial stuff, household and things like that. Macam susah sangat nak talk about 'how was your day?' kind of stuff..

Pulak tu, our workplace jauh-jauh.. Enche suami kat PJ sana, I dekat Gombak.. So nak buat lunch date pun macam susah la.. My parents, when both of them were still working, selalu buat lunch date. Ayah came to Mama's office to pick her up, then they went lunch together. Masa tu lah they had their 'you-and-me talk' kot.. At least,once a week la.. In my case, tak seswai, sebab jauh.. Habis masa on the road je.. Lunch nya kejap,pastu dah rushing balik tempat kerja masing-masing.. Huhuhuhu..

I guess *and I hope* it is normal when we have new member in the family. We need time to adjust and of course the priority is on the responsibility. Kan? Serabut kot, dengan baby, dengan very-talkative-and-attention-seeker girl,rumah and etc..Rasanya masa mula-mula dapat Fatin dulu pun ada go through the same situation. But,things were back to normal as Fatin grew up..  Sedar tak sedar,macam ok balik..

Despite the acceptable reasons of this situation, I do think, if it's possible, then it is better to find the solution asap. Otherwise, bahaya jugak kalau kita tak tau apa masalah spouse, kita kurang perhatian dengan hidup dia, tetibe tau-tau dah ada cawangan pulak! Ehhh......ke situ pulak peginya eh?? Hahahaha...
*Enche suami, bukan I su'u dzan ye...I tengah discussing the issue..Jangan marah.. I lap u..Hahaha..*

Tu yang terjumpa pasal pillow talk ni.. For me, pillow talk does not necessarily ended up with, you know, 'ehem-ehem' *parental advise statement! Hahaha...* 

It can just be an HONEST conversation between a husband & wife to tighten the bond. Sambil baring-baring sebelum tidur *of course selepas anak-anak dah tidur lah! Kalau anak-anak tak tidur lagi, maka diorang lah yang menyibuk kat tengah-tengah...Hahaha..*, talk about how was ur class today ke, correction ok ke, makan apa ke... Sounds simple, but personal.. Just a story about you and me.. Wrap it up with bermaaf-maafan session, a goodnite kiss maybe,then tidur..  *hanya utk suami isteri yang sah ye! Sila tahu...*

Tak banyak, sikit pun ok.. At least, kita tahu apa yg terjadi dengan hidup pasangan kita hari tu..,apa masalah dia hari tu..Kan?

Well, guess we should implement this, kan Enche Suami? Haha.. Anyway, one might think that I mengada post things like this dekat blog.. Propose directly dekat Enche Suami lah, kenapa tulis dekat blog.. Memang I akan propose dekat husband *in case dia tak baca post ini lah..hahaha*, tetapi tujuan utama I post dekat blog adalah utk share the concept.. Kot-kot ada yang mengalami masalah yg sama, maka boleh sama-sama take this alternative as an option.. Kalau mau la, kalau ada solution yg lebih gempak, share lah jugak.. Boleh urs truly consider jugak.. Sharing kan caring... hihi..

So k lah... Happy Thursday semua!! 

Wassalam...

Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Mengada la teww....

Assalamualaikum....

Morning! U'ols,sejak dua menjak ni,phone i selalu hang.mungkin sebab lately it is heavily used.almaklumla,org berpantang,bila sangap tu belek phone lah!fb,twitter,blog,youtube.semua pun nak bukak lah!memang jadi stalker,tiap status org i baca!hahaha.
*note:situation describe above is only applicable when fatin amani is at school.otherwise,memang mama tak menang tgn layan dua2 permata hatiku ini..haha*

Mungkin juga petanda that i should get a new phone?maybe yg lebih canggih processornya like s3 or note2?or mayb iphone?err,enche jdai?kot-kot enche jdai nak hadiahkan saya phone baru ke?

Wakakakakaka......

Mula la nak mengada tewww *this is how d youngsters spell 'tu' nowadays.guess,d purpose is to enhance effect mengada d situ.hahaha*

Sudah!jangan nak berangan!phone hang dok elok lagi.pakai sampai lunyai.lagipon anak kecik-kecik.phone canggih pon buat jadi lap hingus n mainan depa buat pe! *statement tru experience*

Lebih baik mintak cik abg belanja set shaklee utk kesihatan..lagi berbaloi-baloi! ;p

New Layout Yaww...

Assalamualaikum...

Since I was so tak puas hati dengan kekucar-kaciran my blog's layout recently, I have spent my day today, altering and changing the layout *other than feeding and taking care of Faris, of course*

Actually, sungguh tak paham apa yg berlaku sebab everything seems in order bila check setting kat blogger. I guess, blogger dah tukar some setting yang menyebabkan any template that the user used/downloaded *freely...hihihi...* other than the template design that they recommended akan jadi huru-hara.. Ke? Ataupun, the website yang offer free template design tu yang nak sabotaj sebab mendalah tu free?? 

Haih..,tak kisahlah.. Yg penting, I fixed it, and now, tak pening tengok layout blog sendiri... Muahahaha...

 

Alang-alang, I tukar layout baru sekali... Childish bukan? Hahaha.. Lagi bertambah anak, lagi menjadi kebudak-budakkan pula... Aci je lah.. Hakikatnya, I dah tak larat nak carik lain pulak yg sesuai dengan jiwa dan raga *kunun...*

Jadi, today, this blog got a new layout yaww!! :)

 

Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

To do List!

Assalam y'ols...

I'm so darn sleepy... Haih... Dah tuh pulak, I got stuck in getting the correct curves for my research's results. Double sangap..  Huwaaghhhhhh *yawning*

Haiyo... So I've decided, nak skip this task first lah, and jump to the other task in my task list! Different thing, maybe my brain will work better.. At least hilang sangap!

Kalau that task pon stuck jugak? 

Hah..., proceed dengan task lain pulak...

In the end, I will be jumping around from task to task.. Wakakakaka..

Tak apalah... At least buat something! Hahaha... Daripada dok sangap termenung depan pc nih... Kehkehkeh...

Berusaha Farah! :)

Credit to : http://www.lifehack.org/articles/productivity/back-to-basics-your-task-list.html

Bye y'ols.. Wassalam..

 

   Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Depressed...

Assalam y'ols...

How are y'ols doing? I wish y'ols are in great shape, Amin..

Honestly, I'm in depression.. Major factor, "STUDIES".. Tho, some small small things might add up the level of depression, but still, the main reason is study.. 

Semua benda jadi serba tak kena.. Everything went wrong.. Allah hu akbar...

So these few weeks, I was busy looking around things that might, y'know.., reduce the level of depression that I'm suffering.. Kang kena hypertension pulak! Anak baru satu...

But pusing punya pusing, tak jumpa lah! Nak shopping *people said it usually works, especially for women.. ahaks...*, cannot... now got no extra money maa.. need to spend wisely! So shopping, pangkah!

Holiday? Again...no.. Requires budget as well... Lagipun, enche suami susah nak cuti.. Pangkah juga..

I tried spend some time watching movies lah, pi sana lah, pi sini lah.. Ended up I wasting my time looking for the things that can help me release my stress, and yet stress is still there! Malah bertambah-tambah lagi sebab time is running out..

One sweet day, I terpanggil to recite Al-Ma'thurat.. Dah lama I tak amalkan.. *TERUK LA MUNG NI FARAH!!!*.. I always let 'it's hard to find time' as excuse! But actually masa tuh ada, I yang pemalas! Huhuhu...

Oh..back to Al-Ma'thurat.. At the end of the ma'thurat, there is one du'a.. When I recited the translation of the du'a, I stunned and broke into tears.. Subhanallah.... Just the right du'a and the right phrases that I needed most...

Here goes some of the translation that made me fell into tears:

Ya Allah, kurniakan kami cara hidup yang jitu dan unggul, selamat dari mala petaka. 

Kami mohon kecukupan yang tidak sampai kami terpaksa meminta jasa orang lain..

Berikan kami iman yang sebenarnya sehingga kami tidak lagi gentar atau mengharap orang lain selain daripada Engkau, atau menyembah selain daripada Engkau..

Kembangkanlah lembayung rahmat-Mu kepada kami, keluarga dan anak-anak kami, serta siapa sahaja yang bersama kami..

Jangan Engkau biarkan nasib kami ditentukan oleh diri kami sendiri, walau sekelip mata sekalipun, walau sekadar masa yang lebih pendek dari itu..

Wahai Tuhan yang paling mudah dan cepat memperkenankan pinta...

Pusing sana sini mencari ketenangan, sebenarnya ketenangan itu datangnya bila kita bergantung dengan Allah... Susah payah mencari tempat untuk mengadu, sebenarnya, kita hanya perlu menadah tangan dan mengadu pada Allah ta'ala... And kita selalu tak perasan, sebenarnya, tiap kali kita angkat takbir, 'Allah hu akbar' dan mula solat, kita dah berdoa dah... 

'Iyya kana' budu wa iyya kanastain' (AlFatihah, verse 5)

Kepada Engkau kami menyembah dan kepada Engkau kami memohon pertolongan..

Allah hu akbar.. Kenapalah leka dan negligence sangat selama ni? 

True, the problem won't solve in a blink without effort from us.. But at least, if we can do work with peaceful heart and mind, InsyaAllah, things will be easier to solve.. InsyaAllah.. 

'Ya Allah, aku menadah tangan dengan penuh rasa kehambaan, memohon petunjuk dan pertolongan daripada Mu yang Maha Kuasa.. Bantulah aku harungi kesusahan dan kemelut ini.. Engkau lah Tuhan, Engkau lah Maha Pembantu dan Engkaulah tempat aku mengharap...'

Cerita keluar topik : One night, mama was sad. So mama cried. And Fatin Amani was there, seeing her Mama cried like a child. She came closer to her Mama, wiped Mama's tears and said, "Mama..nanan nanesh tau.." (translate : Mama, jangan nangis tau). Mama smiled, but tears pouring down even heavily.. Mama was touched, that this small little creature now understands that Mama is sad and even try to console her Mama not to cry.. Thank you Allah, for giving me this little thing to cheer me up... Fatin Amani, Mama love you sooooo much.....

 Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Aku betul...Engkau salah...

Aku kata, aku yang BETUL

Kau pulak kata, kau yang BETUL,

Habis, siapa yang BETUL,

Kau Betul?Ke aku yang BETUL?

Aku kata kau yang SALAH,

Kau pun kata, aku lah yang SALAH,

Habis, aku ke kau yang SALAH,

Hish, naik serba salah..

Apa yang dah jadi?

Kenapa mesti menuding jari?

Mesti ke menang kan diri sendiri?

Tak boleh sama-sama kita fikiri..

Jangan jadi extremist

Cuba kita jadi optimist

InsyaAllah, akan ada gerimis 

*hahaha...I dah tatau nak bantai apa...*

Salah betul,kita ke tentukan?

Siapa kita, dah naik taraf jadi Tuhan?

Kau saudara aku...

Aku saudara kamu...

Bukan kah kita sembah Tuhan yang Satu..

Jadi, sudah-sudah la tu...

Sudah la tuh bertegang urat

Buang yang keruh,ambil yang jernih,boleh buat?

Eh...out of the blue terletak pulak gambar warna kuning nih.. Ha..ha..tak tau! ;p

 

 

 Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Di Mana Silapnya...

Di mana silapnya..

Bila jawapan yang ku cari

Tidak ku temui..

Di sana, atau di sini..

Masih tidak ditemui..

Salah tempat mencari?

Atau salah soalan diberi?

Haih...tak mengerti

*wahh..., pandai puisi lak I nih u'olss.. (tetibe kagum dengan diri sendiri..tah pape!)*

Di mana silapnya..

Bila segala yang dibuat

Macam tak dapat berkat

Sangkut tersekat-sekat...

Salah cara membuat?

Atau memang tak berkat??

Haih...pale otak dah sendat..

Di mana silapnya..

Bila diri macam dah tak ada motivasi

Rasa macam nak berhenti

Tapi sapa nak bayar gantirugi..

Haihh..aje gila kamu ni..

Istighfar...berdoa..dan sambungi....

Ya Allah..., hambaMu yang lemah ini memohon petunjuk.... 

Permudahkan lah Ya Allah....

Enlighten me.. Ya Allah...

Show me the way.., Ya Allah...

I'm weak, I'm stupid and I'm lost..

Permudahkanlah Ya Allah...

Clock is ticking fast... Time is running out.. 

And I'm still here....

Still here....,wondering... 

Allah hu Akbar...

 

 

 Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Annoying Songs..

Assalam u'ols...

Happy Friday.. First of all, izinkan I marah diri sendiri sekejap..

"Cik kak, dan lagi nak update belog pula!!! Joint angle trajectories salah lagi tuh!!!"

Hahahaha... *macam orang kurang siuman... Saje... Nak menyedapkan hati sendiri.... Huhuhu*

Ok, quick one..

Just now I drove back to Mama's. My baby sister was sick.. And she's alone at home. Mama & Ayah tak ada. So kasihan pula budak sakit itu tak ada lunch. So as a very good and adorable Along *and i bet if she read this, she'll be like, 'o plzzzz, u make me feel like wanna throw up!'... Hahahaha..*, I bought and sent her some food for lunch.. Baik bukan?? *Boooo....again!*

So while driving, I heard some songs over the radio... And I found this one lagu..., is verrryyyy annoying.. At least for me lah...

And the lagu is entitled "Angkasa" by Diandra Arjunaidi.. No offense ya the fans.. This is just my personal opinion... Hey, this is a democracy country what!! Hehehe..

The voice is.., hmm.., suara 'bajet-Yuna-tapi-tak-jadi', song's composition is sucks and tak thrill and the most annoying part, lyrics macam ke hape.. 

"ke angkasa
dan kembali
ku tetap berada disisi
cinta kita bagaikan fantasi
kau lah yang ku miliki
kau lah yang ku mencari
selama-lamanya"

Kaulah yang ku mencari??? 

I dunno, I think something is totally wrong about that sentence.. Hahahaha...

Then, right after that song, keluar pulak lagu "Love Story" by Melly Goeslow and Irwansyah.. Nih plak macam out of tune. And suara yang kedengaran hanyalah suara ke'SENGAU'an.. 

After that 2 annoying songs, I shut off the radio... 

Apakah? Mungkin sengaja the radio station pasang lagu-lagu "pelik" masa Jumaat prayers...??

Hahaha.. 

Bleeding ears... 'Farah, u're exaggerating again!'. Hahahaha... (source : google)

K, bye.. Wassalam  *I malas nak pikir ayat penutup....*

Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Sleepppyyy Friday...

Assalam u'ols...

Huaaaghhh....*yawning*..

Seriously, I'm so sleepy right now.. Nak pikir simple conversion pun tak leh ni.. Busy yawning dari tadi! Haduss..

Btw, pejam celik, dah end of march dah u'ols! Huhuhuhu... In a blink! Cepatnya masa berlalu..

Actually, tak tau nak cerita apa.. Oh ya, Alhamdulillah, we have moved in to our house early of march hari tuh.. On 2nd of March.. So, almost a month already la hidup berdikari di rumah sendiri.. *poyosss..* 

Padahal baru je malam tadi angkut Fatin balik rumah Mama sebab malas nak masak since enche suami balik lambat.. Berdikari hape nye! Wakakakaka..

So my life after staying in our own house, life becomes miserable, hectic and tiring! Pagi-pagi dah macam-macam benda to think of. Plus dengan serabut dengan progress research yang macam kura-kura lagi... Hahahaha...

However, suprisingly, I found it membahagiakan and enjoying! Rasa macam adult la.. Jaga rumah sendiri, masak dengan kelam-kabut nya sebab 'cik adik manis' memang dengki bila mama start pegang senduk.. Ada aje perangainya.. But I take that as a challenge la..

Alhamdulillah, after a month, I think we are coping with the changes.. 

Fatin was a bit cranky at first.. Tunjuk perasaan sebab there's  no one to entertain her while I was busy cooking or doing other house chores and her ayah was not yet home... MasyaAllah, memang menguji kesabaran lah.. But pity her as well.. Culture shock kot! Sebab kat rumah nenek dulu *macam dah lama sangat la...kunun..*, ramai yang nak melayan dia.. 

Kot Mama masak ke, buat kerja rumah ke, nenek ada melayan, atok ada, and segala makcik pakcik ada.. So when she was left to play alone, dia tak dapat menerima kenyataan la tuh.. Hehehe..

But I guess, things are better now.. It's either she's coping, or I'm better in handling the situation now.. *ayat perasan..boooooo... ;p*

Anyway, Alhamdulillah, syukur nikmat yang diberikan oleh-Nya.. I'm now feeling a bit matured since dah ada tanggungjawab menguruskan rumahtangga sendiri macam most of u'ols gak.. Sebelum nih dok menumpang dengan parents *dengan manjanya* tak terasa sangat macam 'orang besar'... Boleh?? Ahaks..

So k lah.. Oh, I put on some of the pictures teratak kecil kami.. Plz excuse the 'sepah'ness... Saya surirumah tangga yang baru belajar.. So rumah sepah sket! Wakakakaka.... *aci tak bg alasan tuh?*

The living

Nampak tak budak yang tengah swimming dengan pelampungnya kat tengah rumah tu? >.<

The dining...

The kitchen.Tidy and neat kan...Sekejap! Tengok dulu gambar bawah

This is how it looks now! *tekad balik ni kena kemas dapur!*

The other part of cabinet

Sekarang beginilah rupanya!

Master-Ji punya bilik!

Fatin Amani's territory..

Buaian masih tidak dilupakan! Hehehe

Ohh...,ini adalah 2 makhluk bertoncet yg hidup bersama-sama dengan saya di rumah itu!

K lah u'ols.. Have a nice weekend! :)

Wassalam...

 Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Teruskanlah...

Assalamualaikum u'ols..

Suddenly feel like layan lagu nih.. Always a big fan of Agnes.. She's cute! Haha.. Enjoy..

p/s - Jadi tunggul kayu memang tak best kan?

  Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Rebonding...

Assalamualaikum u'ols...

Wassup, wassup? Kaifa haluk? Apa khabar semua??

Fuhh..., last week was a disaster.. *ok..exaggeration!*

Out of the blue, my supervisor ordered *yes, literally 'ordered'* me to participate in the research exhibition that will be held the 3rd week of February. I'm totally fine with the date of the exhibition tho, but the one yang I 'TAK-BLEH-BLAH" was the poster submission. 

My SV sent me an email on last Wednesday (11th Jan) telling me that I HAVE to join the exhibition. So I have to submit a poster for it. I was like, "HEH?!". But that wasn't the best part yet, the next line of the email said, 'the due date for the poster submission is on 15th Jan'. Right after that I went, "WHATTTT!!!!"...

And I took the whole day nagging about it.. Haihh...

But, the positive part about it *very positive, indeed*, because of it, I have to speed up my progress to be able to put some results on my poster.. Having a 2nd thought, maybe.., this is my SV's strategy to get me to work hard kot.. Hahahaha.. Tell u what Mr SV, it's working...! Memang kelam-kabut buat kerja ok.. *walopon the poster was so-so only macam budak sekolah rendah, but, Alhamdulillah, at least it's there!*.. 

Oh ya.., thanks to enche suami and friends(Puan Dyana & En Fendy especially) who helped me during the process.. Hehehe..

Cerita dah lari topic..Hahaha..

Alright, actually, what I want to tell on this post is about rebonding.. Confirm lah u'ols tau what is rebonding kan.. Ala, yang bagi rambut lurus, lembut, dan menawan macam dalam iklan rejoice tuh.. Hehehe...

I believe, it's always a nature for a mankind to look good everyday. Because that's actually a part of the nafsu jugakkan.. 

Let me tell u'ols a secret.. To be honest, my hair is not really lovely.. However, I'm grateful t o Allah for at least giving me hairs rather than tak ada hair langsung.. So Alhamdulillah..Hehe..

But on one sweet day, suddenly I had this weird idea to get my hair to be rebonded *Tatau la wujud je tak perkataan ni sebenarnya.. Hantam saja  lah labu.... ;p *

Very weird kan? Macam, 'ting! Nak buat rebonding lah!' , gitu... Even weirder, the idea pop-up masa dekat dalam lab.. Hahaha.. Boleh?

So I asked for my hubby's opinion and permission *of course*... Luckily, he's fine with it. 'Fresh look, apa salahnya...', was his answer..Hahaha...

So with hubby's permission, and my weird desire, I went for it! Kah kah kah... 

The best part of it is, I get it done at my home!! Percaya tak? Oh no.., I didn't do it on my own.. *of course*.. The hairdresser came over to my home!! Best kan?? So, there's no worries of having non-muhrim entering the saloon while u're exposed.. And I don't have to leave my baby *although I might be ignoring her for a while, but at least I know her well-being sebab ada kat rumah! Hehehe..*

Actually one of the purpose of having this post is to promote the hairdresser gak! Hahaha.. I knew her from my cousin sister.. She is a very sweet Malay, Muslim young lady, and considerate too.. I knew she's the right person to get my hair done for some reason, one because she's muslim and a girl, so there's no issues of aurat.. And I'm confident that the chemical that she used is HALAL. Then she can get it done at my home.. Comfortable! Khalas! :) And her service is superb! Alhamdulillah, the results is amazing and satisfying too...

*Here comes the promo part...*

So for those of you who wants to get your hair done, you can call her. Her name is Yana.. Her no is : 017-3272794. But, currently, she's 8-months pregnant... So, maybe u'ols might need to wait until she delivers and done with confinement..Hehehe...

So itu lah ceritanya.. But remember u'ols, it doesn't mean that once u have wonderful, flawless-looked hair that you can show it to everybody.. Do cover your aurah tau! *Ceh macam cakap dengan budak-budak tadika.. Hehehe...*

As for me, my niat is to please my enche suami. Eh, sunat tau berhias untuk suami! Hehehehe... Tak ada la serabai je kan.. Anak baru satu, dah huru-hara.. Kang dia carik lain, kita jugak yang gigit jari.. Hahaha.. Naudzubillah... :) *Enche suami, DON'T EVER THINK ABOUT IT...! Hahahaha...*

Oh btw, for those who might concern about the hukum of rebonding your hair is Islam *I was wondering too at first, so I googled la..*, here are some links that explain the hukum and the hujjah:

• http://muis.ismaweb.net/2010/08/hukum-melakukan-rebonding/
• http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XAiJOkYo4s (Ustaz Azhar Idrus, Love him!! hehehe)
• http://soaljawab.jais.gov.my/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=141&Itemid=59

*An advice to my lovely friends: do not blindly accept a hukum that u've might heard and told. Do investigate and study the truth. A hukum must come with a hujjah (quranic verse and hadith).. Without hujjah, I wud say that is just a  doubtful fact..*

Ok lah... Waduh.. Separuh hari for blog! Buat kerja farah! Hehehe..

Take care u'ols.. Wassalam..Bye...

 Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Nice Blog!

Assalamualaikum u'ols..

Hey, here I am again.. Stress lagi ke? *perli diri sendiri...*

Nahh, ari nih mood meter is in blue area, meaning mood is good, Alhamdulillah. And hoping it remains in blue range throughout the day, InsyaAllah..

Today, I wanna talk bout blog layout.. Coz I've seen few of my friends changed their blog layout bersempena dengan new year.. Good.. Sometimes in life we need changes and fresh look.. Even in this small-small thing related to our life.. Kan?

Me? Naahh.., guess I'd stick with this one.. Found it lovely and sedap mata memandang, still.. *And the REAL reason being is simply because I'm too lazy to do that!! Pffttt...*

So, u'ols, how do you choose ur blog's template? I mean, there's a lot of interesting template that we can just copy the XML and tadaa, the layout of our blog changed right. But, how do u'ols pick which one? What are the criteria in choosing? Guess some of u'ols just custom made it.. Bravo!! *Wish I could be that creative too...*

As for me, I'd choose something that describes myself.. *Err...at least from my point of view... Hahaha...*. Because my purpose of having blog is to tell my stories and share my thoughts. So, it's personal and very much related to myself. Thus, I'd pick the layout that also describes me.. how bout u'ols?

That's my opinion from the blog's owner perspective lah.. If I put myself as blog's reader.., hmmm..., I think I love blogs with simple but lovely layout. Not necessarily be lovely la.., but, hmm.., the layout should synchronize with the contents and the blogger him/herself...

Take Maria Elena's blog for example. Very the simple, but it describes her.. 

http://peliks.blogspot.com

And Nuurill's.. I love both layout, the new and old one.. Lovely... *Nuurill, I printscreen belog U... Harap dihalalkan... Hihihi..*

http://mommaholicseries.blogspot.com

So basically, my choice of layout yg simple-simple and lovely.. And organized! Sebab bila organized, senang nak baca.. 

I just not rili in favor with blogs yang ada wayy toooo many applications and everytime you open it, ur pc hang! Ok, maybe i'm exaggerating but, something like that la.. I mean, it slows the loading.. And due to control system's law, when the time delay is too high, then the system is not efficient.. *Aku mengarut apa dah nih! Haha...*

And from my opinion, if you have a lot to tempek on ur blog, u shud arrange it properly.. So it's tidy and organized and make the reader's life easy to check out everything... For instance, the famous vivy  aka Proudduck..The blog is tidy and in order.. And everything is categorized properly.. So u don't have to go thru the hassle to find info @ things that u need from the blog...

http://www.proudduck.com

But, who am I to say kan.. Actually up to individuals la nak deco their own blog, but aren't the blogs created for people to read the contents, or enjoy the pics in the entry? So when it's too slow, people get bored and eventually give up baca blog kita.. I'm just saying.. This is only my humble opinion.. Some might disagree.. Hehehe...

And some more one might found my blog's layout also got elements in the 'DON'T' list.. Who knows! We are created by Allah with different perception and idea.. Subhanallah... :)

K lah, guess that's it for today.. Hahaha...

Hope we all can achieve the targets of the day, InsyaAllah...

Bye.. Wassalam...

Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Mandi Hujan..

*Sigh...*

Baru anak satu...

Belum pun kerja as professional lagi..

Baru bergelar PELAJAR.. Master je pulak tuh, belum PhD lagi...

Belum pun duduk and urus rumah sendiri lagi..

TAPI..

Cik Myvi dah 2minggu mandi hujan sahaja.. Dari sehari ke sehari nak bawak pi mandi sabun, tak jugak jadi..

Aduhai..

Back to basic... IT'S ALL ABOUT TIME MANAGEMENT, FARAH...

Bertabahlah Cik Myvi, nanti I bawak you mandi buih ye... Huhuhuhu..

Source : www.myvitrd.com

*Bismillah hirrahmanirrahim.. May today is better than yesterday.. Amin....*

   Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Tetibe...

As Salam u'olls..

Jap, jap.. Suddenly feel like wanna post this entry.. Hahaha..

Actually, just wanna share this.. 

A song entitled "Kau Yang Satu" by WOW. Lagu ni dah lama. Guess it's fair to categorize it in Rock Kapak's songs *or..Rokkapa.. me myself tatau cane nak spell.. haha*..

And the story behind this song and why I suddenly felt like sharing it here is, last weekend, Enche Suami sang this song for me at Karaoke.. Penuh perasaan tho ada sumbang sket *ooppss..*, but still, it was sweet.. Tq Enche Suami.. "S.A.R.A"... Hahaha...

Tetibe..rasa lagu nih best..tho before this bila dengar tak ada perasaan..

Tetibe..rasa nak download and put it in my Playlist

Tetibe..rasa nak carik YouTube vid of it and share it here..

Tetibe..dah ada dah entry ni..

Whole-heartedly... No worries darl, I'll always be ur biggest fan! Hahaha

"Practice makes perfect ayah!",kata Atin bila tang Ayah terkantoi..Hihi

Now it's my turn.. Listen and Learn... >__<

Sekian, terima kasih.. *sambung buat kerja...hikhik..*

Wassalam

 Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Berhenti Berharap..*Sangat*

As Salam u'olls..

Happy Friday! In Islam, Friday is the leader of the days.. Alhamdulillah, Allah has gave us one more Jumaat to breath..

Actually, today, I'm a bit sad and frustrated.. The reason? Related to the house thingy again.. *sorry if I make u'olls annoyyed ya.. Hahaha..*

The more info I know, the more rumors I heard, the more heart-broken and frustrated I am.. From time to time, they *the developer and u know who!!!* delayed to handover the keys. 

Few days back, I read in one info in a forum *hebat ngko, siap ada forum kutuk developer sebab dah delay lama...*, the developer sent an email informing that they will try their best to handover the keys by Sept 2012! I was like.. "H***K KO!".. Meaning it's going to one more year of waiting dude!! Agak-agak ar buat lawak tuh.. 

Everything looks complete already.. As if it is ready to be stayed.. And I just don't understand why we still need to wait for 1 year!!*panas hati...*

Then this morning, enche suami showed another info *I wud prefer to name it 'rumor' instead..*, saying that someone just called pkns and got to speak to the PIC of key handover process. The PIC said, probably, we'll get the notice for key handover session by end of October and we'll get the key by Dec. InsyaAllah, the house building will get the CF in a month time.

Knowing the fact *err..or rumor* might make my day brighter. However, I just don't want to put too much hope, since, it is sooo tiring to be in that cycle.. 

Excited hearing the news that we'll get the key soon -> dissappointed when nothing happen -> more frustrated knowing that it might be much later -> excited again -> and seterusnya..

i'm just tired and bored. Therefore, I decided not to put much hope anymore.. Let's put it this way, 'kalau dapat cepat, alhamdulillah, kalau lambat, lantok le....' 

Bak kata Sheila On 7, "Berhenti Berharap"..*in my case, I tambah, "sangat" kat belakang.. Tipu sangat kalau tak berharap langsung! Haha..*

Err..sebenarnya tak tau nape nak letak gamba pakcik yang tengah layan blues ni.. Tak releven. Tapi letak gak! (Source : Prof google)

K la u'olls.. Enjoy ur weekend! Till next time.. Wassalam...

Note out of topic : Bila kita dikurniakan rezeki, walaupun sedikit, kita ucapkan Alhamdulillah. Walaupun kadang-kadang the rezeki yang Allah bagi, requires some sacrifice, requires us to be out of our comfort zone. But InsyaAllah, everything will be alrite. Allah knows the best.. And for the most beloved one, I'm willing to...

 Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*