To do List!

Assalam y'ols...

I'm so darn sleepy... Haih... Dah tuh pulak, I got stuck in getting the correct curves for my research's results. Double sangap..  Huwaaghhhhhh *yawning*

Haiyo... So I've decided, nak skip this task first lah, and jump to the other task in my task list! Different thing, maybe my brain will work better.. At least hilang sangap!

Kalau that task pon stuck jugak? 

Hah..., proceed dengan task lain pulak...

In the end, I will be jumping around from task to task.. Wakakakaka..

Tak apalah... At least buat something! Hahaha... Daripada dok sangap termenung depan pc nih... Kehkehkeh...

Berusaha Farah! :)

Credit to : http://www.lifehack.org/articles/productivity/back-to-basics-your-task-list.html

Bye y'ols.. Wassalam..

 

   Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Depressed...

Assalam y'ols...

How are y'ols doing? I wish y'ols are in great shape, Amin..

Honestly, I'm in depression.. Major factor, "STUDIES".. Tho, some small small things might add up the level of depression, but still, the main reason is study.. 

Semua benda jadi serba tak kena.. Everything went wrong.. Allah hu akbar...

So these few weeks, I was busy looking around things that might, y'know.., reduce the level of depression that I'm suffering.. Kang kena hypertension pulak! Anak baru satu...

But pusing punya pusing, tak jumpa lah! Nak shopping *people said it usually works, especially for women.. ahaks...*, cannot... now got no extra money maa.. need to spend wisely! So shopping, pangkah!

Holiday? Again...no.. Requires budget as well... Lagipun, enche suami susah nak cuti.. Pangkah juga..

I tried spend some time watching movies lah, pi sana lah, pi sini lah.. Ended up I wasting my time looking for the things that can help me release my stress, and yet stress is still there! Malah bertambah-tambah lagi sebab time is running out..

One sweet day, I terpanggil to recite Al-Ma'thurat.. Dah lama I tak amalkan.. *TERUK LA MUNG NI FARAH!!!*.. I always let 'it's hard to find time' as excuse! But actually masa tuh ada, I yang pemalas! Huhuhu...

Oh..back to Al-Ma'thurat.. At the end of the ma'thurat, there is one du'a.. When I recited the translation of the du'a, I stunned and broke into tears.. Subhanallah.... Just the right du'a and the right phrases that I needed most...

Here goes some of the translation that made me fell into tears:

Ya Allah, kurniakan kami cara hidup yang jitu dan unggul, selamat dari mala petaka. 

Kami mohon kecukupan yang tidak sampai kami terpaksa meminta jasa orang lain..

Berikan kami iman yang sebenarnya sehingga kami tidak lagi gentar atau mengharap orang lain selain daripada Engkau, atau menyembah selain daripada Engkau..

Kembangkanlah lembayung rahmat-Mu kepada kami, keluarga dan anak-anak kami, serta siapa sahaja yang bersama kami..

Jangan Engkau biarkan nasib kami ditentukan oleh diri kami sendiri, walau sekelip mata sekalipun, walau sekadar masa yang lebih pendek dari itu..

Wahai Tuhan yang paling mudah dan cepat memperkenankan pinta...

Pusing sana sini mencari ketenangan, sebenarnya ketenangan itu datangnya bila kita bergantung dengan Allah... Susah payah mencari tempat untuk mengadu, sebenarnya, kita hanya perlu menadah tangan dan mengadu pada Allah ta'ala... And kita selalu tak perasan, sebenarnya, tiap kali kita angkat takbir, 'Allah hu akbar' dan mula solat, kita dah berdoa dah... 

'Iyya kana' budu wa iyya kanastain' (AlFatihah, verse 5)

Kepada Engkau kami menyembah dan kepada Engkau kami memohon pertolongan..

Allah hu akbar.. Kenapalah leka dan negligence sangat selama ni? 

True, the problem won't solve in a blink without effort from us.. But at least, if we can do work with peaceful heart and mind, InsyaAllah, things will be easier to solve.. InsyaAllah.. 

'Ya Allah, aku menadah tangan dengan penuh rasa kehambaan, memohon petunjuk dan pertolongan daripada Mu yang Maha Kuasa.. Bantulah aku harungi kesusahan dan kemelut ini.. Engkau lah Tuhan, Engkau lah Maha Pembantu dan Engkaulah tempat aku mengharap...'

Cerita keluar topik : One night, mama was sad. So mama cried. And Fatin Amani was there, seeing her Mama cried like a child. She came closer to her Mama, wiped Mama's tears and said, "Mama..nanan nanesh tau.." (translate : Mama, jangan nangis tau). Mama smiled, but tears pouring down even heavily.. Mama was touched, that this small little creature now understands that Mama is sad and even try to console her Mama not to cry.. Thank you Allah, for giving me this little thing to cheer me up... Fatin Amani, Mama love you sooooo much.....

 Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Jihad

The sailing is not smooth...

Yet, I still have to move on..

 A wise man once said,

'Seeking for knowledge is JIHAD....' 

 Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Aku betul...Engkau salah...

Aku kata, aku yang BETUL

Kau pulak kata, kau yang BETUL,

Habis, siapa yang BETUL,

Kau Betul?Ke aku yang BETUL?

Aku kata kau yang SALAH,

Kau pun kata, aku lah yang SALAH,

Habis, aku ke kau yang SALAH,

Hish, naik serba salah..

Apa yang dah jadi?

Kenapa mesti menuding jari?

Mesti ke menang kan diri sendiri?

Tak boleh sama-sama kita fikiri..

Jangan jadi extremist

Cuba kita jadi optimist

InsyaAllah, akan ada gerimis 

*hahaha...I dah tatau nak bantai apa...*

Salah betul,kita ke tentukan?

Siapa kita, dah naik taraf jadi Tuhan?

Kau saudara aku...

Aku saudara kamu...

Bukan kah kita sembah Tuhan yang Satu..

Jadi, sudah-sudah la tu...

Sudah la tuh bertegang urat

Buang yang keruh,ambil yang jernih,boleh buat?

Eh...out of the blue terletak pulak gambar warna kuning nih.. Ha..ha..tak tau! ;p

 

 

 Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Aku Maafkan Kamu

Assalamualaikum y'ols...

Wassup? Awal-awal hari..., dah update blog ek.. Thing is.., I can't wait y'ols... Cerita panas kot!!

No..no..no.., bukan pasal Justin Bieber, neither pasal Rosmah Mansur..! Hahahaha..

It was bout my entry posted yesterday (link to the post)! Kan I meluahkan perasaan kat y'ols kan pasal my apartment yang dah jadi hostel for PICOMS tuh kan? U know what?? There's one of the student *maybe he's reading this too.. So...Hey there, adik!*, shared the link of that post at their PICOMS's fb account wall.. 

Reason being? I dunno?? Tanya lah dia! 

But my guess, he was trying to provoke the friends to condemn me and indirectly the other BC's residents la kot for being annoyed and stressed out of what had happened to our HOUSE/HOME! 

I pon terkejut when suddenly the news about my blog was spread all around dekat our fb's group.. Enche suami pun tanya-tanya perihal blog I.. He asked me whether I posted my blog dekat wall PICOMS.. I was like, "Heh?? Apa kejadah lak I nak post my blog dekat situ!".. Kan?

So after few minutes absorbing the information, baru lah both of us understand the situation. Kisahnya..., ada adik yang 'baik hati' tolong post kan blog I kat their FB group! Hahahahahaha... 

When the post went publicly at their wall, of course lah some of them leave 'nice' comments *I would say... ;p*... And the 'nice-comments' really pissed the other residents and owners off!! 

Here are the comments by the students and below part in purple is my answer (representing my fellow neighbors in Banjaria Court):

<-we (referring to BC's residents) are not being rational for accusing them without proof..

->WE DO HAVE PROOF!! And in fact, WE ARE COLLECTING IT NOW... But the proof is not to be shown to y'ols, but to some people in higher positions.. Ur college management, maybe? Kementerian Pengajian Tinggi or Kementerian Pelajaran, maybe? Or mungkin Kementerian Kesihatan juga, since y'ols will be working in that area related to that ministry.. 

So, WE DO HAVE PROOF ye adik-adik sekalian...

<-we claimed that BC is ours but actually the students also do have right on BC..

->Before that, izinkan daku bertanya..., berapa ratus ribu y'ols bayar to claim that u hv the rights similar to the owners' should have on BC?? FYI, the price of one unit in BC is not less than RM 150,000.. Not less ok... Bear in mind! We all kerja siang and malam, and tunggu masa bertahun to purchase this is soooo called HOME... Jadi patut-patut lah kalau kami kata, BC ni kami punya!! Memang we all pon yang sign surat jual beli, surat loan, surat hakmilik...   

And there u are, paying the fee by semester, and maybe some amount of rent every month, itu pun probably the source of finance coming from ur beloved parents, then claim u have the same right as we do?? You got to be kidding!!

Oh ya la... y'ols budak lagi.. Mana nak paham menda-menda ni... So next time, before doing or saying anything, THINK first! If y'ols dah besar, dah matured, dah paham situasi kakak-kakak and abang-abang ni.., u'll probably regret what u've just said..

That's part of it lah.. But thanks to some of my neighbors yang dah tolong 'tegur' budak-budak-kurang-matang ni.. 

I mean, in my opinion, they are just children who's not yet exposed to the real world... So for them, things are as simple as FB... They might say, 'pasal guna swimming pool pun nak kecoh?', or maybe 'Sukahati kiterang la buat apa pun, bukan pi ketuk pintu hampa pun'..

Yup.., because they never feel how hard it is actually to earn ur own money and purchase ur own home and protect the HOME that u own... Diorang tak paham...

To explain analogically, camnihla, imagine, sambil belajar, y'ols kerja part time kat McD or maybe KFC.. penat nih.. Susah payah carik duit. Then with the pay from ur part time work, u buy an iPhone.. And that's gadget became ur fav thing and most beloved belongings that u ever had. Coz u worked hard for it. Then suddenly a friend of yours, who is happened to buy a topup for u, RM10, claim that he has right as well on ur iPhone.. Sebab dia bayar topup 10hinggit...! Dah la pakai ganas, sampai calar-calar iPhone u..  Dah la asik dia je yang pakai.. U nak pakai pun tak dapat..

So..., if y'ols dekat situasi itu, bengkek tak? Marah tak? Ase membara-bara tak nak protect iPhone u tuh?

Jadi..., kami nih rasa itu lah skang ni... Sebab tuh la kakak-kakak n abang-abang buat kecoh... Kami nak protect hak kami!

Ada paham ka...?

Hahaha.. Panjang berjela sudah... Penat berceramah...

K lah y'ols.. Have a nice day..

Oh ya.., to the 'adik' *I'm 100% confident he's reading this...*, bukan adik sorang je leh bajet stalker intai-intai group kami and even the members of the group, kami pun ada juga stalkers berhemah tau! Ahakss.. So, doing that (posting my post to ur college's FB's wall) was not rili a good move la der...

:)

Wassalam...

 Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*