Di ketika ini...

Di ketika ini...
Hati terasa gundah....
Bimbang memikirkan hari esok
Cubaan dan dugaan yg bakal ditempuh...
Padah kesilapan dan khilaf diri di masa lalu..
Hanya Dia yg Maha Mengetahui..
Yang Maha memahami..
Jadi di ketika ini,hanya kalimah ini yg mampu aku ucapkan...
"iyya kana'budu wa iyya kanasta'in"
Berulang kali...
Dgn harapan menggunung
Dia mendengar keluhan Hati hamba hina ini...
Permudahkan segalanya wahai Dia yg maha berkuasa
Ringankan bebanku....
Tiupkan kekuatan,utk aku teruskan hingga ke penghujungnya...
Amin,ya rabbal alamin...

To my dear Bro & Sis in Gaza...

Assalamualaikum u'ols...

Guess everybody is aware of what happening in Gaza all these while. It's been going on for quite some time already, yes, but recently, the latest attack really breaks our heart...dekat FB, and twitter, ramai yg update pasal tragedi Gaza.. And ramai gak yg upload gambar-gambar mangsa Gaza.

Honestly,I memang tak sanggup nak tengok gambar2 mangsa di Gaza,especially the kids n babies, and baca cerita2 sadis yg berlaku di tanah Gaza.Not that I don't care, I just can't bear watching and reading, yet I'm still here doing nothing..I'm still in one piece, not a scratch,sitting here in front my laptop peacefully,typing this post, and them, our bro & sis, our children are frightened to death, and some are even in pain losing their hands, legs and the other parts of the body...Allah hu akbar....Make me feel more helpless and useless..I just can't bear watching... It breaks my heart..... Too vulnerable? Maybe..

To my bro & sis in Gaza...,

I'm sorry ur sister here can't do much for you..this is the least thing that I can do, I pray for your safety and health.May Allah equip u'ols with strength and guts to go on.may ur pain and death is blessed with Jihad by Allah s.w.t.

I rili hope that we can meet later in Jannah (where ur place is secured coz u r among the mujahid fi sabilillah,and mine is still undetermined) coz I wud love to hear ur stories bout how courageous n brave you were, fighting those disgusting and coward monsters.. Amin...

Loads of love, 

* Farah Jasni*

Teringin......

Assalamualaikum u'ols...

Kesangapan telah melanda...jadi decided to write something here...boleh?hehehe

Well,just nak share that these few days,i feel like watching the latest malay movie, Istanbul Aku Datang,cast by lisa surihani,beto and tomok. hahaha... macam tah pape kan?patutnya tak ada masa nak pikir menda-mnda lagha ni...TAPI NAK BUAT CAMANA,teringin..hehehe...*alasan je sume tu,yg sbnrnya napsu je!!

Tapi mmg tak boleh pon nak pi tengok for 2 reasons.
1)tak ada date nak ajak teman...enche suami is super bz lately.n even if he's not,i don't think he will agree to accompany me watching malay movie.huhuhu.discrimination kan?

2) me myself pon tak ada masa terluang for movie..wic automatically ovrwrites reason 1..hahaha.i hv a thesis to be completed,remember?haiya.......bila la thesis nak siap nihh..adoinyeponnnn.. Come on farah! A lil bit more.... Ganbatte nehh! *Oopps,sorry people,this lady here is desperately in need of some motivation words for herself..huhu...*

K lah u'ols...till next time..ingat daku dalam doamu ehh?hihi...

Wassalam.....

11/11....

Assalamualaikum u'ols....
How are u'ols doing?hope sume sihat sejahtera,bahagia bersama org2 t'syg...hihihi
Peghhhh...lama gila i mengabaikan blog ni..kasihan mu blog..i'm sorry blog..i just don't hv much time to write,and in fact,i don't hv much idea pn to write on u..rather than writing crap,might as well diam je...
Nevertheless,actually there's a lott that going on wif my life.
Changes....expansion....delay.....*sigh*
Dgn dukacita dimaklumkan,i haven't successfully submitted my thesis..the earlier plan was on september..but,i failed..then i set a new dateline which was on oct....sekali lg,i failed...now,i'm just gopeng n praying that i manage to submit latest by dec...u'ols,plz pray for me tauuuuuu.....huhuhuhu..
Ok..next up is about the changes.the changes are involving myself,my family's structure n mcm2 lagi lah..hihi....dgn rasa syukur ke hadrat allah azzawajalla,alhamdulillah,it will be 4 of us .soon.hihi...i'm currently 5 months pregnant...again,doakan i'll hv a smooth journey thoughout the pregnancy n smooth delivery ya?
Reason being of why i diam2 tak citer2 psal 2nd pregnancy ni bukan sbb hubby n i tk excited dgn kehadiran org baru tau!of course we r excited,but we just felt to keep it quiet 1st..tnggu sampai Dh lepas 1st trimester..ye lah,kang bising2,mana la tau ade rezeki,miscarriage or watsoeva,so diam dulu la.now,dah stable sket,boleh la diumumkan...hihi...*bajet mcm ramai sgt la baca blog busuk ni...wakakaka...*.
2nd reason is b'cos kiterg pon sentap juga dgn kptsn upt yg 2line tu...hahahahaha....tak disangka,cempedak dah jadi nangka...konon belum la merancang nak tambah ahli keluarga,siapkan thesis dulu.tp,rezeki,allah bg awal sikit..jd,kami terima dgn rasa syukur.....alhamdulillah..hihi...so,fatin will be kakak soon!!!
Kali ni,alhamdulillah,morning sickness wasn't as bad as fatin's..masa ramadhan je,flat...and lepas raya ada la tak larat jugak dlm a few weeks.then,alhamdulillah,ok...
tp,u'ols,badan i mmg naik cepat gila......baru 5 months,dah rasa mcm giant hokey!haiyoooo....tp xleh buat pe,mmg i cepat lapar,n bnyk mkn...drpd perut msuk angin tk tentu pasal,baik makan je..hihi..giant pon giant lah,asalkan anak mama sihat,insyaallah.oh,mama pon kena sihat juga,sbb mama nak pulun finishkan master dlm adik keluar melihat dunia...huhuhu....
Gender?ha..jeng,jeng,jeng....semalam we went for check up,dah tau dah..but,let's wait another month la just to confirm...boleh?hihi...
K lah u'ols..this giant need to get sumtin to munch for b'fast...lapar sudah..hihi...till next time..doakan i ye dipermudahlan segala2nya,n i doakan kesejahteraan u'ols juga di mana juga u'ols berada..amin...
Wassalam...